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hello [28 Mar 2003|01:38pm] [ mood | crappy ] haha...now i can write about whatever i want without worrying wo is going to read it. how nice. well to start i feel so utterly fucking worthless right now, my boyfriend is sick in bed...i'm still in my pajamas, jobless, the apartment is a fucking wreck. i want everything to be okay, but i can't get myself to just get up and do it. my anxiety gets worse everyday, the medicine isn't helping. about the only thing it's put a stop to are my crying fits. i feel sooo gross. ugh. i hate myself. 7 comments|post comment

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